sorry about that..i was just kinda pissed, but im over it. because i realized how fucking retarded this all is "i really need someone to talk to." well you had me, but you fucked that up, and don't even try to blame it on me this time sweetie. your the one that didn't call didn't even bother to lie just didn't show. when i try to IM you to see whats up so you can explain i get.. "i don't fucking care." i will not sit here and say "oh well shes just upset i'll let her treat me like im a peice of shit." bc i wont sorry. what a great best friend. your probally sitting here reading this thinking about how pissed off i really am, but really more then anything this summer you've hurt my feelings. i hope you feel good about yourself. i thought i was the one that brought all the drama between you and i. im starting to think that was all you. im sure as hell not going to sit here and fight about this between diarys and on comments on myspace and try to make other one jealous like we've done in the past. im gonna try to be an adult about the whole situation, and move on. you want to make up thats your decision, but if i "stress" you out too much i can understand. so hope everythign goes great with "elliott" have a nice life.