Will you miss me? I'm leaving tomorrow morning extremely early to drive 10 hours to New Mexico. I'm not exactly looking forward to it...blech... But yeah I'll be gone for a few days...probably be back on Monday? Unless they kidnap me or something. Oh great something new for me to worry about haha. I'm not a big fan of my family, so I don't want to go, but obviously I have to. The only good thing about this is possibly upstaging my perfect cousin, and even then that might not work. I might not have the chance to show that I deserve some attention too...she may still be the favored. What the fuck ever I don't even care. Isn't it perfect that I have to visit my family on the weekend that I'm going to be uncontrollably irritable? Ahem. Sam understands. Oh well. More gifts? I don't really care about that I guess...I just hope I get gift cards or cash so I have some money to get all my friends something for Christmas. I need to SHOP. But I put it off? whoops.... well i hope you all miss me while i'm gone. hope i don't die. goodnight. save me.