h a p p y section. are you normally a happy person?: nope what can make you happy?: falling in love/having someone really love me do you wish you were happier: fuck yes what makes you the happiest? friends/love is being happy overrated? no can music make you happy?: yeah actually...sometimes... l o v e section. how many times have you had your heart broken?: truly and devestatingly? once. Do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: oh yeah Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yeas Did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks'? how bout not even a change in expression...then silence.... Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: nope. h a t e section. who do you actually hate?: heh heh there is a list... ever made a hit list?: ^^ have you ever been on a hit list?: i'm sure are you a mean bully?: no do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: YES do you hate George Bush?: shyeah s e l f - e s t e e m section. is your self-esteem extremely low?: always do you believe in yourself?: no not really when people say they think you are beautiful, do you deny you are?: always do you wish you can be someone else?: sometimes I HAVE:: [ ] done . [ ] done opium. [ ] done PCP. [ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes. [ ] huffed air-duster. [ ] been to a rave. [x] ridden in a taxi. [ ] jumped a ramp with a bike. [x] been dumped. [x] been used. [ ] shoplifted. [ ] ran from the cops. [x] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in [ ] been fired [ ] been kicked out of a movie theater. [ ] snuck into a movie. [ ] been in a fist fight. [ ] got hit by a car. [ ] fired a real gun. [ ] snuck out of your parent's house. [ ] been arrested. [ ] gone in a mosh pit. [x] stolen something from your school. [ ] Celebrated new years in times square. [ ] Gone on a blind date. [x] lied to a friend. [x] had a crush on a teacher. [ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. [ ] been to europe. [ ] been to australia [ ] been to hawaii [x] skipped school. [ ] thrown up from drinking. [x] played 'clue' [x] had a sleepover party. [x] gone ice skating. [ ] been cheated on. [ ] had your tonsils out. [x] been exposed to laughing gas. [ ] had a car. [ ] driven a car. [ ] Totaled a car. Do you... [ ] feel loved. [xxx] feel lonely. [ ] feel happy. [x]hate yourself. [x] have a dog. [x] have your own room. [x] sing along with your music. [x] dance around the house in your underwear. [ ] listen to Hawaiian Music. [ ] listen to underground hip hop. [ ] listen to rap. [x] listen to country. [ ] listen to reggae. [ ] listen to techno. [ ] listen to hardcore. [ ] listen to pop. [ ] listen to r&b. [ ] listen to jazz. [x] listen to crooners. [x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category. [x] have hobbies. [ ] skateboard. [ ] play an instrument. [ ] have slippers [x] wear boxers [x] wear black eyeliner. [ ] like the color blue. [ ] like the color pink. [x] like the color red [ ] like the color green [x] like the color black [x] like the color purple [x] like neon colors [x] like to read. [x] like to write. [x] have long hair. [ ] have medium length hair. [ ] have short hair. [ ] have a laptop. [ ] have a pager. [x] have a cellphone Are you... [x] bored. [ ] happy. [x] sad [ ] Hawaiian. [x] blonde [ ] brunette [ ] a redhead [ ] Samoan. [ ] Filipino. [ ] Korean. [x] British [x] White. [ ] Italian [ ] Black. [ ] Inuit [ ] Mexican. [ ] Asian. [ ] a Christian [ ] a Muslim [ ] a lith [ ] a Hindu [ ] a scientologist [x] an agnostic [ ] satanist [ ] short. [ ] tall [x] just right [x] realistic [x (not emo though)] an emotional kid [x] lazy. [ ] talking to someone. [ ] IMing someone. [x] scared to die. [ ] buzzed. [ ] high [ ] caffeinated [x] sleepy. [x] annoyed. [ ] hungry. [x] thirsty. [ ] on the phone. [ ] in your room. [ ] drinking something. [ ] eating something. [x] ticklish [x] listening to music LOOK AT ME x Whats your natural hair color?: blonde x What is your current hair color? blonde x What color are your eyes?: green x Current Piercings?: ears x Long or Short Hair?: longish...not as long as sam's but whose is?? x Straight or Curly? straight...but getting slightly wavy with age.. x How tall are you?: 5'3-4" x Whats your shoe size?: 8 1/2? sometimes 9...depends... CURRENTLY WEARING x What shirt are you wearing?: really cool grey top that i love.. x shorts/pants/ are you wearing?: baggy sweatish pants...ish... x Socks?: none x shoes? none x Underwear?: greenish thong x Necklaces?: none x Bracelets?: none THIS OR THAT Rock or Rap: rock Coffee or Hot Cocoa: hot cocoa Baseball or Softball: baseball? i don't care? Wild Night out or Romantic Night in: romantic i guess.. sometimes both... Chocolate or Vanilla: swirl Hummer or Sports Car: sports car Bracelet or Necklace: necklace History or Science: history Sleep in or Early to rise: depends on how late i stayed up the night before... Beach or Boardwalk: both? mebbe beach...shit i don't know.... Hoodie or Tee Shirt: t shirt Night Or Day: night High School or College: college White or Black: black love or fun: love California or Florida: california Simple Plan or Good Charlotte: ?!?!?neither. Love at first sight or Learn to Love: whatever is stronger Babe or Baby: baby HAVE YOU EVER Kissed the same Sex?: don't remind me....not my fault... Hugged someone?: yes Been on the phone until the sun came up?: no but close...by like 2 hours.. Put a song on repeat for more than 2 hours?: hahaha yeah... Flashed anyone?: no Mooned anyone?: no Laughed so hard you pissed in your pants?: yeah probably Got in a fight with someone (not including siblings)?: not like a fist fight... THE LAST person you talked to in person?: my parents... person you talked to online: crapet...? person you talked to on the phone?: sam or crys drink?: diet sprite---my burping FUEL laugh?: something online that i found humorous an hour ago last time you had a shower?: ....yesterday...? hahahaha i need to shower... RANDOM Do you like surveys: sure What kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essences Are you scared of what life will be like in 10 years? not scared, anxious you get along with your parents? sometimes...but man they can piss me off Are you old enough to vote? no... :( Are you happy?: nope. Are you sad?: yep. you have mental breakdowns?: not like regularly but once in a while yes.... Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school?: heh heh all thee time.. CURRENT -Current Mood: ill....pissed...sad...basically all the negative ones -Current Music: matchbox twenty, just finished no doubt though...it's a playlist ok??? i can't help the randomness of it all!!! -Current Taste: cheez-its... -Current Hair: dirty and kinda wavy.. -Current Annoyance: fucking stuffy nose and voice being lost for the 4th time this year!!! after never losing my voice before!!!! GOD DAMMIT -Current Longing: love. -Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: showering heh -Current Windows Open: none -Current desktop picture?: autumn scene -Current Favourite Music Artist: like single dude? ville valo...kurt cobain... -Current Favourite Group: HIM....? -Current Favourite Book: haha i dunno i really need to read more... -Current CD In Stereo: Metallica-Ride the Lightning -Current Video In VCR: um.....alice in wonderland i think. i realized how fuct up and ghey it is and i hit stop. heh. -Current DVD in DVD player: Saved! -Current Worry: will he change his mind? did he? what will happen between us...