"And I bet you've got every word I said memorized in your head" Hmm, random thoughts. I've been really strange today. I did my hair. Then took a bubble bath. I thought a lot. All I could come up with was "When is it going to get better?" I'm not sick anymore though, which is a major plus. I have no idea how I stood that. Or even went to school most of those days. I don't know how I go to school any day. Talking to Michelle last night made me cheer up a bit. But then I think, and it all goes downhill. I think too much. My mind wanders all the time. To when things were better. And I had a reason to smile. Now its kinda like I smile at something funny that happens every onces in a while. Hmm. Oh, I smiled today, and it wasn't fake. Its supposed to snow tomorrow, two to four inches, I am so incredibly happy about that. As much as I'm dreading skiing, I'm looking forward to it even more. Its almost like I told Michelle, Skiing isn't about them anymore. I just have to make myself believe that now. "I don't want to make things any worse" Song just changed to Tiger Lily. My favorite song on this CD. Mom and Lindsey just got home from shopping. I have to ask Michelle to tape The Mountain for me next Sunday night. Dumb sisters have already called the tv :( I live for that show. "We trust and believe so easily..." I'm gone. [Edit: I had asked mom to get me the Crayola Model Magic stuff so I could build Stonehenge for my World Cultures project. I told her that I needed a lot, and I need to build Stonehenge. She got me half of what I need. She responded to me telling her this by saying. "What do you have to make it the real size?" Yes mom, I have to make a life sized model of stonehenge. I need to get out of here.]