Okay last night I was at Robbie's for like 5 or 6 hours. Basically he's taking me to Cancun in 2007 for my graduation present. Oh my god yes. Today I went outside for a while, I think I fell asleep on the trampoline, but it was SO nice out. Then I met Kayla at the school and we played tennis. My granmda picked me up, so I stayed at her house for a while, then came back here. Where my grandparents and my grandma were, so we had dinner. Everybody just left, and I'm waiting for Michelle to call me back. Okay, no matter how hard I try not to let this bother me, it does. I'm sorry, but how in 24 hours can your feelings toward somebody change so much? Have you ever woken up with like a memory in your head, and you're kinda happy 'cause it was a good memory, but then you remember everything that has happened since that day, and it just puts you in a bad mood, because you know that it never meant anything? That happened this morning, and it sucked. I hate remembering things like that. Don't get me wrong, its not like I regret anything, or that I would have changed some stuff, but I should have never forgiven him. Thats what I hate most about this, is the fact that it never had to happen.