I just wrote this huge long entry. Moved my foot. Hit something on the keyboard. And it deleted. Well, since I'm not going to type all of that again I'll tell you the highlights of my day. 1) it sucked 2) I'm sick and tired of people asking me what happened and if I wanted you to know I'd tell you. Its none of your freggin business what I do or who I do it with. 3) It was 2 weekends ago, get over it. 4) I tried to apologize to John...I don't think it turned out very well. I was such a bitch to him and I hate it all. Everything that happened sucked. *sigh*..... 5) I'm so tired, I just want to sleep