hello its been a little while but yeah i hate those stupid match maker things!! i didnt do it but i feel like everyone has ryan on their list and they just feel the need to tell me i know i know no big deal but idk how would you like it if everyone came up to you and was like hey your boyfriend is this number on my list .. yeah .. hmm well yesturday in band ms.o was talkin about the trip comming up .. i cant wait im really excited i mean it's my first trip :) eek and i dont even care if we aren't going to a theme park no big deal i'll still have mad fun with my friends so it's ok today in band danielle was like im fat i need to lose wait i was like Noooo way your mad tiny she weighs less than me lol i wish i weighed 98 lbs. damn :P valentines day is soon im excited sucks that it's on a monday but oh well i'm really excited because this year has been the best ever yeah so the other day my mom comes out with this news .. " I don't think your grandpa is going to make it another year" i was like thanks SO much mom for telling me that i was soo pissed off after that what the hell i mean it hasn't even been a year sense i lost my grandma and she starts with this no to mention on the day where it was 11 months sense my grandma passed away : blah im excited about having a week off i can't wait because this week has just been the worst ever and all i need to do it get through next week and woot a week off .. yeah yesturday i swear it could have not gotten anyworse ok i start off the day with a code blue in english again thats not to bad except we had a test and of corse i forgot all the reading i did but idk how i did and then 3rd period just pisses me off and then those DAMN fhfhrsiufhbliusbagui match maker things ..with everyone in the world showing me theirs and then i get home and as soon as i walk in the door i freakin trip over the cat and fell.. and then all happy my mom made me french toast and i get it in my hair!! wtf yeah it doesn't sound to bad but there was enough little things to just make it a bad day.. bucc is starting to piss me off with all his boris shit ever sense ryan has been in our band whenever mr.perry calls on ryan bucc is like melanie stop staring im like bucc shut up im not even looking at him and he walks down in band today and goes " of corse boris and melanie " i was like asshole bucc can be so mean and anoying sometimes.. why does everyone asume that what ryan thinks of something or where ryan is is what im think or where i am? idk and then yay for the end of school because i came home relaxed and watched a cute movie :) nothin better than that and then i watched it again and fell asleep to it- woo.. ok .. eh im goin bye rmb* iloveyou always-