ahh today was an ok day i still miss ryan but its ok he comes home in 5 days !! and right now i feel so bad for Taylor ughh people treat her like shit and no one deserves friends like that .. i mean if your "friends" walk all over you and use you .. then they aren't very good friends especially if you confront then and try telling them how you feel and they tell you it's fucked up? WTF who does that for real.. why do girls have to be so gay .. i mean yeah im a girl but i dont treat my friends like that.. you dont find many real true friends out there that you could trust with your life.. so if you have one dont treat them like crap .. i think everyone should really think about the people they call their "Best Friends" because i think i friend is someone who you can lean on no matter what .. even if you're crying about your boyfriend thats away and you miss him for like the 5th time in one day they should still be their for you. you know what i mean? I wish i had more real friends in the world people take their friend for granted sometimes .. and it hurts when the people you think you can trust start to treat you like you dont matter to them anymore . So everyone who reads this haha go thank your real bestfriend for being their for you! ^__^ RYAN:S2 i love you baby!! Miss you like crazzyy!