well it's been awile sense i have made a real entry and well nothings big is really going on .. exceppttt ryans really really sick! :( and i miss him .. i think i might visit him one day this week though cause i miss him!! and im pretty sure he is goin to be out for another week but Ball Is soon!! S2 wee im excited i love my dress it's soo pretty- and ryans gonna look so cute! :) it's gonna be fun :D i think im going tanning tomorrow .. or whenever there's a spot for me :) and my sister comes home for good friday! :D well atleast until next year and you know what Next year isn't gonna be the same but it's gonna be OK because ryan will visit ANNDD his college is only a half an hour away from jens and my mom can bring me to see jen or jen can come get me and i can go visit ryan for the weekend witch is really awsome :) well bye bye .. LOVEYOUU FEEL BETTERS2!!!! *kiss*