well .. i see a lot of people are said the seniors are leaving including ryan .. trust me people .. i KNOW how you feel.. :( It really sucks that he's gonna be leaving in august .. i'm soo sad it's going to be so wierd like he will prolly come over the day he has to leave and like i will have to say by but like i wont be able to call his house? wierd... ehh :[ it has been such an awsome year .. I will NEVER forget my Freshman yr. ESPECIALLY all the band things.. aw man .. It has really been an amazing time. and i'm goin to miss the people that are leaving .. and I'm really going to miss ryan .. he has made this year so awsome .. and he's been there for me since the first day of band camp i have always been able to talk to him and tell him the truth and ask for help and advice he's been a BEST friend and more to me and i'll never forget all the good times we've had in band and in school :D and this summer will also be SOO FUN! and i will see him a lot next yr. too because he will visit and then my sister said she's pick me up to i could see him :D but to be honest ... this is really killing me :[ i have never felt so hurt before.. like this isnt like a HUGE hurting but it's like the person i love that i see almost everyday and look forward to seeing everyday in school wont be there anymore .. like its just crushing me.. and i dont know how im going to make it through graduation because i wont .. i cant even sit here and think about it without crying .. In the beggning of the year i didnt even think he liked me and now i have come to love him more than anything and it sucks that i have to play in graduation because im going to be way to upset :[ ehh but im trying not to think about it and just look forward to spending this WHOLE summer with him.. :] and one of the good things is that his winter break is like 2 months long and it like starts in november and like he gets breaks ALL the time :] yay! gonna go .. bbL-- S2 RYAN i love you!!!!!S2 11/27--->!!!! S2 *hug&kiss*