well my freshman year is officially over.. *tear* i will miss all the seniors but it had to happen eventually i did cry the last day of school but it was funny lol i walked up to ryan all fine and then i just started crying out of no where and he huged me till i was ok though :) he's such an awsome guy i honestly dont know what i would do without him he always makes everything better and with him i know i have someone there to go to when im upset and crying and he will just huge me lol sounds corny i know but hes been the best and i love him SO muchh!!-- well yesturday WAS SO fun!! ryan and emily and chris came over and for a few hours it was just me and ryan and emily and we were swimming and ryan kept throwing me lol and we played silent tag that was fun lol and then after we were done swimming chris came over and he brought us food and we played well .. i played oo7 lol and then we went swimming again at like 9:00 that was fun it was really dark and ryan Pushed me in!! lol fun fun and then em had to leave cause her mom is wierd... right well good night all :) I love ryan foreverrr!!!!!!!!