heyy havent written in awile .. yeah i've been buisy with swim and band .. and Now school .. i hate schoo .. THERES NO RYANNN! .. blah and i have gay 3rd lunch which SUCKS.. and i hate spanish and i hate freshmen .. the only good thing is my locker lol it hot .. lol anyway .. UmM i have a parade tomorrow .. .. i miss ryan soo much ugh i hate this. . i hate college .. i cant wait till he comes home so i can just hug him and be with him again .. hes the only one that makes me happy .. : ( and i miss him .. (( LOVE YOUU BABYYY! )) andd umm yeah swim is goin good we did time trials today which was ok except we freakin did Butterfly first which i dont like and it sucked up all of my energy .. UGH .. so by the time we got to my strokes Back and Free i was sota tired but i still did pretty good .. Came out in first in back and Second in Free .. which is ok and makes me wonder what i can do when im not tired ? lol i dont want to go to school monday theres nothing i look forward to anymorre .. just nothing .. ugh i miss ryan like you wouldnt know .. its so lonley without him there .. i use to see him all the time and now i dont .. im so bummed .. and The leaves are starting to change : ) im soo excited! i love fall it's my favorite season it's so pretty .. And UMAS is soon .. I hope ryan goes too :D that would be the BESTTT Ekk! lol .. well im going to go .. Bye for Now. Ryan Love you BabY** *hug and kiss* Miss you hunni* cant wait to see you !! :D S2