eekk there's 7/6 days till ball and i'm pretty excited i got my dress my shoes earings & necklace andd.. my little tiara or tiera w/e lol and hmm lets see .. i just gott get ryans flower thing butinear?? idk how to spell that either lol and then im set to go .. Friday emilys gonna sleep over and shes gonna come with me to get my hair done and then come to take pictures with me too:) hehe it's gonna be funn!! but i wish she were going :( *tear* it would have mad it that much better .. well today i went tanning and that lady was a total bitch to me .. i hate preppy bitches like that ugh that piss me off i just wanna be like umm excuse me your not a fucken princess so get your head out of the clouds K?! lol .. idk if that made sense but to make some sense i dont like preppy bitches..SOO anywho i'm finally maybe starting to get color? idk but i almost passed out when i went today .. i got so dizzy and had to get out and i like collapsed on the floor.. i think it might have been because i'm sick but idk .. Well .. so after that i was suppose to go help at my grandpas but after i almost died tanning my mom didn't want me to .. so i was home alone for like ..4 hours.. and ryan was suppose to come over but his parents don't want him to get sicker and they don't want him doin to much ..?? god it's not like we were gonna go run 8 miles then liftsome weights then go hiking and swimming Lol .. all we do is play video games and watch movies cause we're losers like that .. lol oh well .. soo thenn i just layed down and cleaned my room a little and now i'm here .. SOO so far my vacation has sucked .. UGH and tomorrow with probably suck to .. ryan wants me to come over but idk ..if hes still that sick then i want him to rest because he cant be sick next weekend .. that would S U C K .. yup ..Oh well.. eh . *sigh* well i'm gonna go do something idk what though but w/e Byeee! Loveya Babe-- 6months !!S2