well here we are again another beautiful day on this 4 day weekend and what am i doing?? hahah nothing! yeppp thats right .. well i did nothing allll weekend i asked ryan to come over the other day and he couldnt cause he didnt feel good .. soo today he said he was feeling a lot better so i asked him to come over .. and he said he didnt think he could he didnt ask but thats what he thought .. so now im here doing nothing oh well .. i have hw to do maybe i'll do that now .. im so fucken sick of staying home i mean yeah im sick too but jesus i wish i were anywhere but here.. ughh i hate being in my house all fucken weekend and not doing a god damn thing!! UGHH wTF! .. i should be somewhere right now having fun not fucking right here .. 4 days of NOTHING.. not even going anywhere .. UGH .. w/e .. im use to doin NOTHING.. im soo bored.. i could cut my eyes out and be having more fun right now :D yepp .. soo there's 5 days till ball .. that's exciting ..i cant wait .. friday im goin to get my nails done with val and gabby yayy! :) im excited i have never gotten my nails done before wee.. I just cant wait its gonna be SOO fun!! Omg weee Next year is gonna suck so much.. it really is all the stupid little 8th graders are comming up and they are soo freakin anoying like all the girls i just wanna like throw off a damn cliff because they think they are the shit when in reality they aren't and the boys are immature ass holes.. with the exception of a few guys but yeah i wont say any names.. annd ryans gonna be gonna be gone that sucks but he will come home a lot and i get to go visit a lot because my sisters college is like right by his so thats awsome .. annnnddd umm its just gonna suck .. next year isn't a trip year either EH .. oh well i'll make the best of it i suppose well im gonna go do something.. or maybe just be bored out of my damn mind some more :D byee