blahh .. ryan came over today YAY! then we went to cappies with my sister and her friend and she mad us sit alone lol and then i saw gill there lol she was like always in the backgroung then we went back to my house and chilled and then all of a sudden I got really really sick hot flashes a fever and i felt like i was gonna puke.. : so then ryan like the BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD he told me to lay down he tucked me in gave me the racoon my grandma got for me for christmas one year and dimmed my lights for me..then he put on music for me and layed with me until his dad came.. (( he's the best ever )) then his dad came and i walked him out and then as soon as i shut the door i ran to the bathroom .. and yeah you guessed it :| BLAHH! yeah so i have a fever .. and its prolly from standing in the damn rain for like 5 hours.. yeah but im still going to school because we're got band tomorrow and i need to go cause it's important i learn my part and i have lights tomorrow and so much to do and i dont have time to stay home ehh i hate this i dont like being sick.. annnddd i have FUCKING SOFTBALL gr.. gonna go talk to my baby! S2 Good Night Everyone!! RYAN I LOVE YOU!!! ALWAYS & FOREVER!!!