aww man does this suck.. Ryan Left this morning He came to say goodbye and it was soo hard to say goodbye : ( now i wont see him again Until Hopefully September 23 which is Home comming- soo i'm hoping that i will see him then : ) yeah but after he left i cried of corse : ( Ughh i miss him soo much already BLAHH.. I hate college .. Well band camp is going well i guess .. the freshmen are all assholes but other than that it's ok .. i miss seing ryan there getting the music though lol .. But I'm trying to help them as much as i can but i'm Sort of scared to step up and help because i'm not section leader .. Idk.. hmm and now i'm home listening to Skillet and doin a few things on the computer .. and tomorrow i'm going to Pick out my new glasses : * Oh yEAhh haha But their nice i already know which ones i want I'm excited having contacts is a BITCH it sucks ASSSSSS haha but their ok i like them i guess but sometimes they hurt and that's when i wish i had my new glasses because my old ones arent my perscription anymore and they give me headaches soo yeah ... UMM well i'm going to go Bye for NOw S2 RYAN i love you SO much Baby!! and i ALWAYS will S2 Have Fun babe!!!! *HUG & KISS*