I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't and now I cannot stop pacing give me a few hours I'll have this all sorted out if my mind would just stop racing cause I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy this cannot be happening this is over my head but underneath my feet cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat and everything will be back to the way that it was I wish that it was just that easy cause I'm waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow and I'm somewhere in between what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again I don't want to run away from this I know that I just don't need this cause I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy this cannot be happening, yeah cause I'm waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow and I'm somewhere in between what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream hmm SOO today was a band tningy it was fun lol i actually got to sit with ryan on this trip hehe yay -- we did ok .. im worried though i want to be able to play and do the steps at the same time hm .. the trip is in like a week.. EEK i cant wait omgggg wooo!!! anddd also 1 month till the MIDTOWN CONCERT mmhh yess! they are so awsome i LOVVEE them woo .. i wish ryan could come .. *thinks* .. kk that will be all for now .::RYAN::. .:: Iloveyou SO much baby!!::. you're all I want you're all I need you're everything everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than *this*