today sucked.. ughh first my dog ate part of the father's day cake and then my mom was all pissed off so then we got in a huge fight and she took my game cube my phone and the computer haha like that lasted long .. but yeah so now i guess we're not fighting anymore but that was mad gay of her .. parents can be wierd sometimes.. and thenn i went to my grandpas and we had dinner and cake and my cousing ( he's 4 ) would not leave me alone " mel lets go outside " Over and OVER again i was like i want to be inside where its cool and he was just like blah blah blah blah all day long lol .. so then after that me and my sister went to my Dad's house that was Ok .. lol little nikki was on me and my sister watched that my dad had some stuff to do .. so then after about an hour we left and came back home and then i hooked my game cube back up and played a little NightFire anddd then i just finished watching Liar Liar lol i love that movie .. and now i'm here.. lol tomorrow will probably be another wonderful boring day :) but hey at least dawson's creek is on tomorrow lol i watch it at like 10 to like 12 i love that show idk why but i do so i'll watch that and then idk what i'll do .. mall maybe?? who Knows (( eh )) my birthday is soon im not really excited thought turning 15 isn't really that big of a deal .. i don't really care .. i dont think im gonna have a party either i dont want one but maybe idk?? (( prolly not )) i wish i were turning 16 so i could get my permit and then license :D but NOPE freakin 15.. eh oh well this comming weekend should be the weekend from hell hell :D yupp yupp .. Might go to taylors party friday at least thats one thing to do this summer and have somee fun? maybe it all depends and then saturday will be S2Ryan's- Graduation :( im not too excited about that it will be a nice long day of crying .. man am i thrilled.. I'm proud of him and excited for him but it's just gonna be sad.. idk i guess im still sort of in denial about it all .. which probably isn't good which means more tears than there should be this weekend lol but who knows i might not even cry who knows.. and then sunday idk what sunday will be usually me and ryan hang out or try to at least every sunday but we haven't done that in like forever but idk maybe next sunday because this last month has just been crazy .. well starting from the trip .. he got really sick and had a lot of things to make up and he had to work on his senior papar that he is just finishing now and so it's been crazy for him and sorta for mean i have had a lot of tests and studying and crap .. ehh but schools done with yay- well i think im gonna go playe more video games Byeee! RYAN i love you Babyyy!!*KISS*