woahhh yeah so last night was the MIDTOWN concert OMG that rocked!! omgggg it was soo awsome .. yes yes-- and Gabe danced with me .. Like he was on his knees and dancing with me woo and then later on he took my hand and held it and helped me play guitar! wee and then after he gave me his pick and then after that we went over to talked to him and he rememberd me from the other times that i have met him and he was like Yeah i saw you singing that was SO awsome i was like yeah you guys totally rocked and we talked and he hugged me a few times and then we took a picture and like he kissed me on the cheek and gave me a free hat and i can't wait for them to come back to Saratoga winners omg it was soo awsome- they are my FAVORITE banddd!! WEEEE- the concert was SOo awsome midtown rocked the whole show -- and then i came home at like 12 ish and called ryan on his moms cell and talked to him for like 10 minutes then went to bed after an awsome night-- then today was school and that was boring missed ryan all day eh i wish he would get better and be back to normal i don't like him beeing this sick..im so worried and it's just been wierd latley and i don't like it but he'll be better soon S2 I Love you babe!!-- You should know that I would never let you go. I'm here to bear the weight of years. You turn away what else is left for me to say? you'll think what you want. It's like we're once again at the first part. It's safe to fall if you just trust the ground that you stand on. I swear I would never let you down. You should know sometimes it's hard for me to show my fears but I'm never insincere. Don't turn away from what you trusted yesterday. I'm still that person that you can always depend on. You live and learn but when I'm gone I won't return. You don't have to feel that burn and I'll know the time has come when you wake up alone and fine. But truth is not just in the now Midtown--