well.. today is thurday and there is NO SCHOOL tomororw .. wicked excited about that.. WOO.. I can't stand school .. ANND i still do not have my permit WTF.. Um . .Chicago is in .. 12 DAYSS! im excited : ) well .. time to go but I will leave you with this .. he looks at me, i fake a smile so he won't see. but i want, and i'm needing everything that we should be. i bet shes beautiful, that girl he talks about, and she's got everything that i have to live without. he talks to me, i laugh cause it's so damn funny, that i can't even see anyone when he's with me. he says he's so in love, hes finally got it right. i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night. he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do. he walks by me, can he tell that i can't breathe? and there he goes, so perfectly. the kind of flawless i wish i could be. she better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky. he's the only one who has enough of me to break my heart.