im so friken pissed right now!!!Road Rulez won!1! dammit!!! i still love real world cuz u kno wat road rulse is used to that stuff so they hav an advantage but watever its jus tv i guess....Flashback to todai...this mornin i woke up late but got readi in time wo0t!! school sucked! boring as usual nd i dno how many more days i can take in that hell hole...not very many...considering this whole friken town is fucked up!! wow~!afta school i practiced guitar for a bit nd then i went flower picking with my mommy..i like flowers...dont make fun..i think they are sweet...yea well we got roses *my fave!* pink nd orange ones...nd like other stuff..im plantin pumpkins again this year! hopefully the dam rabbitz wont eat them again..well watever...i almost cried...i saw a dead duck in the street..sad i kno :(..then i went to walmart to buy cds...then went to toys r us to get balls for my dogs cuz they pop them all...then i ate dinner nd ran into jackies freind Dylan hes the funniest guy ever!! i hav a new nickname from my sis..its chanchi nd shes choochie..yea...funiest thing happened durin dinerr. my nanny came home nd the puppy got excited nd started peeing herself nd i jus see this fountain nd i am like WOOOOOa haha nd it got on my nannys dress haha twice!! ...then i watched the inferno nd road rulse won nd i hate htem but i still love real world!! wo0t go Miz!! haha hes sexi..now i geuss i should go nd do my science homework that i forgot about..my life isnt exciting so dont make fun!! i am happy for my sister rachel cuz shes totally in love with this guy nd i like him too hes a cool guy but i don want her to leave me cuz seh is goin to college in the fall nd i think im guna die without her i cant stand being away from her i love her too much nd i wish she could stay here forever..jackie nd mom got in a fight today cuz jackies gainin a few pounds..wat else is new...her boyfriend isnt gunna hang around for too long nd i dno she has no motivation nd yea...i dno life sucks nd we jus gotta try to make it better nd get thru it...im in **** with this one person nd yea well i dno if he likes me as much as i like him but i will leave that for you to figure out..plus my freinds are scaring me by doin things they shouldnt nd i don want them to turn out like my dad nd i don want them to get hurt or killed cuz i love them nd i cant bear to lose anyone right now...tomorrows bonding day...somthin to look forward to...well im gunna go do hw nd shower nd i dno..o yea abbees at the emergency room cuz my mom thinks she has pinkeye or somthin lol again...yea so leave me some love! haha love you all with all my heart...its all i have right now so help me out... Jameson Lee