dear g*d... ill pray tonite for a friend of myn whos family nd life has been burdened with something ihave expierenced within my family as well...let her family become healthy and happy and successfull..let them overcme what has occured nd survive it because thats wat i want nd wat i need..i cant stand to see another family fall down onto its knees in front me..i hav no clue what to do..what to say..nd what to think..i need help dear g*d i kno i have asked for much but this is what i need..most things are the things iwant but now its what i need for my friends and for myself..i cant bear to see her heart break no matter what i will do anything not to see her heart break..finally i have somthin in common with somone but its the worst thing that can happen...why cant things jus be normal for once?healthy for once? happy at least...dont let her heart break please..it wont be right..if it happens..i might lose faith..faith that i hav had my whole life, almost lost it once, but overcame because i saw thats how it was, i dont want her to hav to see that, i want her to overcome this and beat this..for the sake of her family please let this pass nd be beaten...let her family beat it into the ground, turn it to dust, make it jus one more thing that they overcame, please..for the sake of her heart jus let her family be healthy nd happy nd successful.... this is all i ask...please.... hmm...anywayz.... SAM I LOVE YOU AND I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!! IF U NEED ANYTHING EVER!! MWAHZ I LOVE YOU TO PIECEZ...bffaeaeaeaeaeaeae toviee nd kat im sry for not going but i dont like feeling akward...sry