ahh i wrote the best entry nd it got deleted!! ill write it over yesterday... went to loves wit gordy nd tovie nd we then went to meet kat at walgreens...tova had to go home but me kat nd gordy went to t-box nd talked...then we saw chi chi sam britt nd alli at walgreens nd they gave us sum red bull..i like it...then we walked to the park by schoool nd talked..then gordy had to go home...me nd kat called tova nd she met us at wendys finally!! b4 that me nd kat bought 2 rolls of cookie dough..one to make nd one to eat..but someone ate half of the one we were gunna make :(...well we watched clueless nd prank called ppl it was hilarious!! one guy threatend to call the cops.. one swore alot..nd one was jus too sarcastic.. then we went to sleep.. todaay... my dog bandit woke us up at 7 am nd omg i was gunna kill her she wouldnt shut the hell up!! lol...we got realli bored nd so we went to deryks house..we went swimming..jus to make this clear..all we did was SWIM thats all no one did anything with anyone...gosh rumors are soo gay..cant we all jus be friends nd not hav to hav all this drama??????...lol then we walked back to my house...we ate chinese food..it was good..i got two of the same fortune cookies!! ahh its soo gay they said "u will recieve a promotion in your firm" i dont work!! lol haha...then i tovie nd kat went home nd i got a call from jesse my friend from CALI nd he was jus being funny lol..im gettin a webcam tomorrow..i also talked to toviee nd kat.. i love them both very much and i will always be here for them!! ... tova deserves a realli good boifriend..shes a great gal nd i hate seeing her get hurt...:(...i did situps today...i feel like i am gettin outta shape nd i wanna start to exercise..i wanna take up dance again wit tovie..shes realli good!! i found out about three new bands today nd they are sooo awsum!! i love them!! haha... well i hav to go nd get a good nights sleep so i can ahv an awsum day tomorrow wit tovie nd kat!!!! sam i love you and i love the way yoo are..don let anyone tell u things that will bring you down..i love yoo sooo much... as i begin to get lazy the days start to get hazy rumors spread and soon good friendships are dead but yet somehow things take a turn new things are realized nd new things learned soon everyone has shed there old skin nd there new lives can begin my spirit is renewed nd heart overflowing my attitude becomes free nd outgoing i love every minute of my life no longer will pain pierce me like a knife hot guys.late nights.great talks.sneakin out. friends will keep us going, whether we like it or not... u have always been there for me and i will always be here for you!! i love all of my friends and im glad we got this far!! thank you all... sam...dont let anyones words bring you down to the point where u start doubting yourself..i love you and all that matters is that u hav me and many others to pick you up when u are down..i love you babii nd ill always be here for you..i lov u just the way you are nd only change urself if thats wat u want...ill never think different of you..i love yoo... n e ideas on waht to do on a nice summer day..i could sure use it!! o nd to update wit the guy thing..i still love him nd i can wait for him..if any one else comes along i will have to choose..but i wont dwell too much anymore.. i jus wanna hav fun while i still can and stop crying over people... J*Me *trying to delete my entry twice!! haha gotcha!!i beat it!!*