ok so last night....at around 1 or 2 i was online...nd this guy i met the other night online signs on...we started totalk...about everrrrrrrything...we talked for 3 or 4 or 5 hours....wow...hes soooo smart nd reallli reallli sweeet! he asked me to do somthin tonite but i cant cuz its fathers day :(...yea well hes realli coool...nd i think im kinda crushing....haha...hes funny too!...the one thing is...hes 3 years older than me...him nd my second oldest sister even hav an inside joke from schooll....how would this all work out? if my mom found out if i went to see him or somthin wat would she say?? o well..i dno..cant stop me from likein someone...cuz i cant help who i like...i watched the sunrise for the first time and it was reallly beautiful...this guy is so deep and understanding..nd reallly kind...like hes like i dont feel like im talkin to a 13 year old..he said if he didnt kno i was 13 he would think i was his age...wierd...oy wats wrong wit me and older guyz? wat the hell is wrong wit me? any advice would be nice... tonite i am goin to dinner wit dad nd gramps...i hav no idea wat i am doin wit jay (stepdad)...hmmm have a good fathers day ;) J*me