ooook sooo yea i think i am not gunna recap on my day anymore like who wants to read about my boring life? i am jus gunna write things i think need to be written...so i dont bore you all...... well yestrday was jens bday and i jus wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN I LOVE YOU BABII!!!!!! wo0t that was funnnnn ok sooo yea im realli excited but kinda sad....so my sister rachel has been workin 2 jobs lately so she doesnt hav a lot of time for me and we used to do everything together...but now the only time i hav with her is when i beeeggg her to take me somewhere and i only make her drive me so i can spend time wit her...she spends every waking moment that he has free with Lanty her boyfriend and i love him nd all but like come on i am more important than a boy? well maybe i am sounding a lil selfish but i miss her...nd shes gonna be at college in a couple months and i am gunna gocrazy wit out her so iwant to make the best of the time she is here....wat am i gunna doo cuz i don wanna tell her cuz idont want her to yell at me again...shes always yellin at me now..i hate it..it makes me realli sad... im goin to summerfest tonite to see Jason Mraz...i was sposed to go wit rachel but now i am goin wit her friend Lauren i call her lou...she calls me moo...nd abbee boo..nd rachel roo...we were sposed to meet up wit her friend Chris (chroo)who lives up there but he cant come..o well... i love louis shes da bomb...haha wo0t its a parrrtayyyy ive been like makin myself sick (not throwin up jus the feeling) for the past couple of nights...i realli want to see that guy...nd all i want is to see his face idont need to say a word...i cant take this feeling anymore i jus want to be with him...too bad he doesnt feel the same...how long will i hav to wait?? Jamezon//