blessed that.... ...i hav good friends ...a good family ...a good source of money ...a nice house and neighborhood ...nd a lot more... things in life are frightening i feel my grip, its tightening i dono how long i can hold on untill i start to sucummb to this fear and this fright that is brought with the night when willl the sun shine once more? when will the lock fall from the door? the door to my heart, to free whats inside when will it show? this pain i can no longer hide someday the key will be found nd my love will be crowned yea more of my random writing..it sucks i kno... ok so todai...i met toviee nd kitkat at wendys nd then met grace at school..then we walked to Derykks house nd went swimming wit badskii nd jeremy...it was realli fun!! me nd grace were blowin bubbles..haha feet...lol...then i went home...my mommy got me a hat from UW nd its realli cute...i got a webcam!! its awsum!! i was talkin to jesse nd harley like all night lol...then...i made pasta for dinner...nd jeremy nd jackie came over/home...jeremy said that if i got him a ticket he would take me nd my friends to Warped Tour..now all ihave to do is get money.. im gunna work at my moms office for a few weeks or somthin..i wanna start makiin money for myself instead of takin my moms..i like the feeling of earning somthing instead of jus gettingit... tomorrow i am goin to lunch wit rachie nd my gma..shopping wo0t..then out wit toviee nd kitkaterzz i lvoe them o so very much!! haha J*me *my internet is being stupid nd it took me forever to get on the site today...plus i had to wait till the next day to finsih my entry cuz it wouldnt let me save it*n e advice?