ahhh i think im gunnna friken die... ok so i still like that guy ya kno nd omg its realli pissing me off..i cant seem to get over him nd everytime isee his name on my buddylist or i play guitar or i listen to music i think of him nd i practically start to cry it hurtz so friken bad..all i want to do is be with him..jus to kno he realli carez..jus to kno somone cares...but he doesnt...he cares for somone else...someone hoo i met...she seems nice...must be nicer than me... holy shit this is friken haunting me any ideas on how to move on and forget? he doesnt even say goodbye as i wipe my tears from my eyez he cares for her, not for me he speaks of her so happily as time goes on, nothing changes we are now almost total strangers i wish hed turn around and come back cuz my heart is haunted and under attack will you be the one to dry my eyez? to tell me it will all be alright? please come back and be with me so i kno that someone cares... no one but you..i want you to care...please jus care...if only for a lil while..thats all i need...to hav that feeling again.. charming, funny, talented, sweet, smart, kind, generous, gracious, deep, quiet, loud...all of this describes you..you are the special one..... why cant i be happy for once..without being haunted.. happiness without haunting...all i want..all i need... J*me