well todai was ok i guess...i went to school late cuz i was tired...classes were boring but wat else is new...after school was bonding day wit toviee nd lexii...we had a good long talk nd we figured a few thigns out...i let out how i felt about some things nd i am glad that i don hav to hide them anymore...we went to dinner nd it was gooood...haha wo0t...then i got home nd things got weird...im jus confused about somethings nd pissed about others...i dno wat to say to anyone anymore nd its hard for me to say anthing...i realized somthing todai..'if you really want to do something or have something happen then ALL of you has to want it not jus part of you nd you have to do it for a good reason' like you kno that someone loves you but u dont want to do somthin to hurt them so if u love them enough you can do it and they wont get hurt...or if you like some one nd you dont want to screw up then u have to like them enuf nd think 'i can do this i will do this for them' ...school is overwhelming and i have tests alllllll day thursday nd after school tomorrow...plus all my freinds are drifting away nd gettin stuck in their own problems... i don think i can take htis anymore....someone tell me what to do..please