well here we are...this is my last entry becuz of recent events.. my mom found my diary and now she is forcing me to stop showing my feelings to the world and keep them locked up inside me...eventually shell figure out she was wrong and maybe ill be back? doubt it..rachels gunna talk to her about getting me a laptop so i can write down how i feel without showing it to everyone... to all of you who have helped me in the past.. thank you for being there even if you didnt kno me...for keepin me feeling good about myself and giving me advice..it has helped more than you could ever know and it could be the reason im still up and about! thanks again... mom-this isnt fair at all and i kno its wrong and so do you...sry you cant see that now.. she also changed my aol settings so now im on young teen which is bull bcuz i need other sites too like band websites and ticket stuff..watever ill do what im doing now then.. goodbye...ill miss this... J*mE