hysterical with laughter! dude this is funny, this is my last entry, i wanted you all to know that i hav finally reached a happy place! i have a spectacular guy! he loves me and i love him, its insane how amazing this is! wow! im no longer that little emo girl that wrote all those scarring entries..no more depressed little kid i got my Sam-u-el (samm) and my Diego!! oh how i love my life! i hav the greatest friends and the greatest boyfriend! a sad thing happened yestrday, my horse died, she was only 8 months old..i am super sad! life isnt fair, she was a sweetheart! i dont know how to deal but i will. that is the only sad thing in my life as of now. so some things come too late and some too early some people say things too late..but thats life, ive changed so much and im so happy about it i cant even explain how happy i am with my life, its wonderful.. ive stopped dwelling in the past and ive moved on with my life, i love it and i love the world around me! i love the people in my life! and i love it all! stop regreting!! start forgetting!! live your life and stop wasting it here on this stupid site!!! Love always, Jamie