i love this boy/guy either way i say that is sounds retarded, anyway i love him sososososo much ive not known him that long and its only online he lives far way but not so far away that i would throw away my whole life just so i could be with him. he says, me: is it strange that i love you..i know i always ask you about this but its like something thats always in my head him: i dont think its strange but i find myself to be unloveable me: do you think its weird..like abnormal to love someone you have never even touched? him: no him: atleast you know its not about appearance with that person him: a lot of the times its even more real then it is with actually meeting a person and falling in love but see this would be all fine and dandy right? hes got a girl friend a really bad one, she gets mad at him for nothing makes him think that hes worthless, it hurts me sooooo bad when hes said that. he wont tell me how he really feels he will just say stuff like him: its just that i wish i had met ya sooner so we could be something more me: i feel like such a shmuck cause i love you and i know you would never love me the way i love you him: i wish that i could but that wouldnt be fair to you me: why? him: since i already am with someone i just don’t get that if hes with someone and -loves- her he should just be like i love someone else and like not want to talk to me..by him saying stuff like that makes me think he does like me..but im confused cause maybe hes just trying to be nice to me so i wont feel shitty..hes a good guy that way. i just don’t know..cause i tell him i love him all the time just HOPING that one time he will be like 'i love you too' but i think im just kidding myself. i just don’t know what to think...people ive asked always say he likes you but they know me and its not really fair for me to ask them cause its like they have to be nice or at least they feel like they do because they are my friends. i don’t know what i should do if i should continue to love him and tell him thinking that maybe one day he will say it back? or should i try as best as i can to move on..and find someone else. im so bad at love stuff , ive only loved one other person and it took me four years to get over him after he dumped me : im sorry to ask people like this it seems kinda pathetic but im really confused. <4