6 days and we leave, im starting to think this trip is going to be a really bad idea something is going to change everything on this trip we may never be the same....or not we will prolly just get really fucked up and not remember most of the trip. will.i.am and i have gotten a lot closer in this past month, i never really notice when things just change...it just seems like they have been that way forever. im going to see john tomorrow i still do love him and i really want to see him before he gets sent to ohio, i miss him dearly.