so kristi has moved in with me...i dont mind her its tesla that aggervates me its like having a little sister...one i never wanted. shes always asking 'why?' when i tell her something shes like 'WHAT??' this kid is not hard of hearing..oh god she breaks all of my stuff...i have decited that im having no childeren EVER... im looking for a job, just getting used to the idea im going to be trapped in this miserable hell hole known as indana. i saw beads the other day he was cuttin through the parking lot at my bulding, it fucked up the rest of my day. i really wish we could be friends but i hate his guts so its kinda hard to put pass me all the bullshit. other then that things are going super. i think im okay now. tom is going to burn the new NIN cd for me i cant wait to hear it i dont have mtv or the internet so i dont know what any of it sounds like. he says its really good.