i dont care who knows this i need to say it. last night zombie and i took some pills some that we didnt even know what they did we just looked online and guessed what it was we got so fucked up we were leaving her friends appartment she started to black out in the hallway she couldnt walk and she was really scared that she was dying, her friend turns to me and tells me its my fault that i let her get this fucked up cause i didnt tell her not to drink while on pills even tho shes 21 years old and can think for herself all of this reached its breaking point today with them getting in this big fight windows get broken well only one does. point im tying to make (wrapping this up cause ive lost intrest in this) fuck a whole bunch of shit! im sick of people acting like they like me if they dont like me then fucking tell me you wont have to put up with me any longer god im sick of people i sould really past this in my lj cause the people who need to read it (person really) i just relized that this poast dosent make any sence YAYAYAY who cares