i dont even know why i bother some days its not even worth it. i went to go see john like ive said SOOSOSOSO many times and never did...i really did go i got up at 7:30am (after getting no sleep mind you thanks william) i walked from one side of town to the other while it was pouring down rain i got soaked we (william and i) go to the jail to see john we wait for 2 hours, they say the elevator is borken and they are fixing it, well... they say whos in the first group and i am..im like this wont take long, 20 min later they come back and are like no chance in hell its going to be fixed so i dont get to see john. we walk back so i can call ryan cause he owes me 5 klonopins so i go to use my phone and its broken from all the rain im so fucking pissed off and i dont know ryans number its just on my phone, im going to have to get an adress book thats going to suck soooo bad i guess will and i are going to go spange. ohh yeh i got new pictures comming soon of my hair and will so yeh soon... i have a picture of william i stole it off his webpage blog thingie...w/e...i have other pictures as well i just need to steal them off farleys computer.