even though ryan isnt going on his long road trip, he still wants to take a trip. he wants me and william to go to garden of the gods with him on thursday it would be today but will and i are babysitting tessi for two days. things are going a lot better with will and i. i must have just been freaking out over....nothing? the situation i was freaking out about was nothing to freak out about, it all worked out in the end..or whatever this is. i really need to trust william a lot more for being so stupid hes pretty smart i think im getting sick. edit: well i guess we are going to garden of the gods now. we were going to babysit but kristis mom is mad at me cause the other day i got busted shoplifting at kroger and that where her mom works now shes pissed...she said i have to go to court for it but good luck on them finding me..i dont really care