so im going to have to go to court soon for this john thingie im not looking forward to it... mom is in italy rome...and shes leaving my stepdad...or at least thats what she says. hmmm i dont know about that tho, im sure she wont leave him. i spent beads birthday with him we went to a motel and this girl got really drunk and she passed out on her back and she started to puke, then beads decided he had to go swimming so we went to break in to the hotel next door and we couldnt get in he was too drunk i just ended up babysitting him all night trying to keep him from getting arrested hes fucking stupid i got mad at him and i havent talked to him in 2 days he was being mean again he kept punching me in the head i slept on the floor and he slept in the bed, which is weird hes the one on the floor and im on the bed. im over his shit ....yet again. im thinking of taking a road trip with ryan in a cupple of weeks i was going to take beads with me cause hes always whining that he wants to get the fuck outa btown but after the other night i would kill him and myself if i was stuck with him on the road but i think ryan wants to go to florida for