alright, im going to austin its offical, unless something happens and i kill elijuah, which i could see that happning. so im thinking a week or maybe two...i dont know something always changes. things are going good for me now, im quite happy and im not even on my meds, im quite pleased with that. ariel what journal are you writting in now? i was thinking about letting you have my journals if i really do more to florida or leave with elijuah. i would like to think you would take good care of them and not let dad read them. well you let me know if you want them there like 30 i just need to put them someplace were i know mom wont read them and if they are in texas then she cant...cause..she lives in indana. wow im kinda fucked up right now and its hard to type or thinking about what im doing so im done. ariel ill call you. hey RACHEL!!! (waves)