sundays suck in my town, theres nothing to do and no one comes out everything closes early to top it off its cold and rainy so no one will be out. we walked to town anyway just to get out of the house, i never really considered myself to be a homebody but i lacked the wanting to ever leave my house i dont know why depressed? hmm maybe, but now that im homeless i cant stand to be in a box all day (unless i have drugs) so i made will walk to town with me on our usual walk on the tracks we took a diffrent way and will found 10$ which is fucking great bad thing is...i want weed and sence its sunday no one will be out to get weed from...something will come up it always does. my mother still has no idea about the shoplifing thing i thought for sure tina would tell her but by the grace of god (or w/e) mother didnt find out . she did call kristi 34473478 times yesterday kristi found will and i downtown took us to dinner i called mom i think shes going to get me a new cell phone. the trip to garden of the gods was a terrible trip it takes 2 hours to get from btown to shawnee(sp) it took us almost 5 hours, ryan is stupid. it was okay once we got there i guess. shawnee is such a small town that everyone knows each other there, will and i stick out like freaks, ryan looks like a normal person but i have pink hair and my lip periced and will looks like a fucking psycho they were a bit scared of us. the town cop kept following us around no good we had a grip of drugs on us. will couldnt find the people he knew there and we had to ask people if they knew them we met this guy driving around hes like 'that cop was asking about you and those freaks but i told him your okay' as he chugs a beer he was clearly drunker then shit. we decited to just leave and camp in shawnee national forest close to garden of the gods. ohh it was a great idea. the tent ryan had was a two season tent and it had big fucking mesh windows on both sides after putting the rainfly on we relised it was a stupid idea, but we huddles together with one jank ass sleeping bag and froze it got down to like 30 or 20 that night...yeh stupid. but all in all, it was...terrible will is freaking me out the more time we spend together the more i feel im falling in love with him its stupid, he told me last night that we was falling in love with me too. its really weird ive never met anyone like will hes...stupid and we are stupid together..i love that.