so im living with my mother, i wish i was dead. today we are going to look at these appartments close to my work so hopefuly ill be able to move there and uh i dont have to fucking live with mom and her asshole husband, altho i dont know how im going to pay rent seeing how i only work 16 hours a week. i need a new job i fucking hate the one i have. now that the girls are gone i really miss them. oh ariel mom bought the pictures 26$ we got like the most expensive pictures. i have to pay her back, that will prolly be my whole check and i have to pay her back from the boogie ahhh i hate my life. you know im born to lose, and gamblings for fools, but thats the way i like it baby, i dont wanna live forever