so i just wrote a big long entry but i forgot if i dont do anything on here it kicks you off so i was kicked off and i lost evryyhing i wrote ASDF! okay. i was saying it has been so long sence i was online,im trying to save up for a computer but i make no money just enough to pay my rent. my friend said he would give me his but he lives four hours away and he has to drive to bring it to me ive been a bitch to him lately...i feel bad but for some reason i cant help myself he just agervates me i mean i love him to death but i want to stabb him in the face with a bic pen at times who knows. i got a new picture its off of my cell phone so its mighty crappy or that could just be how i really look har. i had to take out my lipring for the wonderful job i only stayed at for two months im going to get it done again tho and im going to have my ears guaged, im so cool..uh not anyway. ariel i miss you so much i hope all is well with you and your boyfriend i hope carena is okay tell her i said hey. i hope barb is good..and dad..uh he can rot for all i care thanks. does jesse still come online i tried to call him the other day and his phone was disconnected i dont know why i thought of him but i wanted to talk with him really badly i miss him and his gloom. rachel...do you still come online? if you do im really sorry i havent replied to your comments ive just been busy and im never online long when im on. i hope everything is okay with you aswell. im so full of you