i feel like i should update this peice of shit DIE-ary so here goes... i have a lot of random shit to say. its been raining all fucking day and my pants are soaking wet, what makes it worse is they are tripp pants (not to name drop) and they get really fucking heavy when wet. will beads and myself went camping over the weekend who would have thought that in Bloomington IN in the middle of fucking winter we could have gone camping? it was really nice to be out of the 'box' we camped in the old train yard were all the grffiti is i dont think will had seen that stuff before just like what i had taken pictures of, beads and i have been there many a nights. i had a lot of fun will and i reconnected i love him so much its just so hard to have a normal relationship in this sitiuation only because we NEVER have time alone the only time alone that we had was when we stayed with kristi and thats not going to happen for a while if ever. will and i went to the gas station we walked there but i dont know maybe 3 blocks away from it we asked this guy for a ride chuck he was like suree so as we got close to the gas station there was like 4 cop cars parked outside we went to kife tampons so im thinking ohhh good this should be fun we go in and will gets them right in front of 6 cops it was funny cause they were looking at us hard and he did it right in front of them. on the way back to the train yard we stopped at this house cause they were playing ozzy will just walked up to the door and knocked hes like can i have a shot of vodka we so took over his house it was great i know it prolly dosent sond that cool but you had to be there. today is really slow ryan got weed yesterday and i got really fucking stoned but today is a sober day im going to stay sober for a cupple of days i just wanna do something diffrent. will just got a note from some kid hes like 'i understand you have been troubling may, if this continues i will have to punish you mays lover' wow random im going to go find that kid hes fucking stupid.