things have gotten quite odd. ive been spending almost all my time with zoë and i dont know its really fun but all we talk about is beads and how much he sucks, i cant help but feel that when susan gets sick of beads shit hes going to go back to zoë and she wont talk to me cause she has beads. beads hates me he said i was a 'tool' for waht reason he hates me im still not clear on, i didnt do anything to him other than put up with his bullshit. so the story is zoë, jesse, and myself are going to get...(gasp) jobs!! save our money and WE are going to go to austin we shall see how this goes, but somehow i see this more realisticly then beads and i going to austin. hopefuly all is not lost and i WILL leaves indana cause i dont know how much more i can take of this.