ohh my god things are going down hill, i would expect this at this point its been about 4 months which is about my lasting point with b/fs n such i mean will and i are okay but things have getting quite fucked up making bad choices hes upset with me for doing something he asked me to do...however he was testing me or something and i failed he told me he hated me and we should never talk again things started to get better we got shit faced drunk in indy and stole all kinds of shit from the mall i had a lot of fun with him last night he was really drunk me him and ryan found this couch and sence ryans other friend pissed on his other chair he wanted it none of us have cars so we had to carry it all the way to ryans which is like 8 blocks we had to keep stopping cause it was heavy so we were just chilling on the couch on the curb well i guess thats kinda odd so we got stopped by the cops 3 times then we just said fuck it and left the fucker on the sidewalk. this is all kinda out of order but anyway yesterday was so nice we came to bed and cuddled me hes like i love you. i thought things were okau but today hes not really said anything to me and hes just kinda acting like he dosnt want me around i dont understand him. my birthday is in two days.