this isnt going to make any sence im just writing it as i remember it. last night was really fun even though all we did was drive around. i just wrote all of this but it took like 2 hours to write it and it logged me out and it deleted it damnnnn. im trying to write but i just cant make myself this is pissing me off. ahhh my mind cant make a complete thought i have holes in my brain and all my thoughts keep falling out. i have brain dammage! i dont think i can write fuck.? okay here goes im just going to write and im not going to stop till im done. we drove around for like hours almost the whole roll i couldnt stay in one place my ADD was sososososo bad i wanted to like do stuff but after 5 min (which seemed like 32837 hours) i was like omfg lets do something diffrent i was obessed with touching stuff, zombië and stews cats and the lava lamp i kept touching it, it was so hot and it felt so good i kept holding frozen burritos and broccoli it felt sooo good i also burned my hand but it felt so damn good i felt like a was on a million downers i couldnt move it was fucking great i really wanted to talk to ariel and tell her i loved her but when i called her she sounded mad at me, i wanted to call my mom but zombië and LSH (chelsea shes my Life Saver Holder i was smoking ebowl-A and she held my lifesaver for me now thats fucking teamwork) talked me out of that thank god cause she would have KILLED me i was tweeking really bad i needed my snow gobe and i made LSH take me to my house so i could get the globe when we got there i was like 'eh lets go' then zombië danced for 549750975 hours in my kitchen to no music it was freaking me out. zombië calls me tweek now cause i tweeked so bad last night im still tweeking we rolled for like 9 hours ahhh i wanna do it again at some point we went to the park and the grass was wet cause it was raining and zombië was having tourettes and i freaked out laughing and fell in the grass and got soaked and for some reason i kept asking why i was wet even thought i already knew why im having a hard time thinking about this i think im done now.