I'm really worried about mike. last night around 11 he sent me a long im that said how angry he was at erin and stuff and at the end it said he was going to kill himself and that he just wanted to say good-bye. and of course as soon as i read that i was hysterical, i wasnt even online when he sent me that i got it an hour later, so i imed him and i was like MIKE!! but it was kevin and he said mike had left an hour ago, and he was still gone at 1 o'clock. so i called erin but she was sleeping, i TRIED calling 2 suicide hotlines but it was the operated thing saying.."please hang up and try your call again" so i tried a few times with each # but still it said the same. then I just woke up my mom and i was like "you wouldnt mind driving to Scotia right now would you?" so then she read what he sent me and stuff and she was just trying to convince me that he wouldnt do anything. then we all went to bed about 1:20 and i couodnt fall asleep so i didnt end up going to bed till like 3. I swear if he really didnt do anything im going to kick his ass lol. lol i talked to tom this morning and he gave me his # and said to call if i needed help, toms a sweetheart. lol i told my mom and shes like, "i dont think so, your not going to rack up the phone bill calling to England. so that bummed me out lol. anyway i just tried calling mike because he wasnt online and no one answered the phone so really i have no idea what he did last night or if anything happened to him. so now im just worrying. ill update later when i know what happened. ---------------------------------------------- IM GUNNA KICK HIS ASS!! hes fine. i just called him and his mom pick up im like "hi is mike there?" shes like "yeah hes in the pool do you want me to give him a message?" lol i was just like...no...thats ok thanks. urgh!