uh i have such a wicked headache im goin to bed soon,hopefully had to let the dogs out this weekend. bekah wants me to come over like...sunday, i dont really want to but i felt bad saying no lol. erin, graham and I went to the YMCA today, my mom brought us...erin and graham were climbing through the window in there and they got cought from two little faggots that were in there, ao i like RAN lol when the kids went "heey their climbing through the window!" lol then it was funny what erin told me she said the kids were like "haha you got cought!" but she was just like "we were here the whole time ASS WIPE!"......LMAO!! then the one kid was walking out the door and called erin a faggot so shes just like "thats right, i DO like guyz." lol then the people at the Y were watching us like we were criminals...THAT bugged the shit outta me.. nothing really happened today in school. pretty boring for a friday. urgh i was just going through peoples diaries, wow that sounds weird..lol anyway i dont know how people can put feelings and emotion in here, i try to but i just cant, i dont know why. its actually pretty hard for me. but ill try, so ah here we go :) ill start with mike cause thats where MOST of it comes from....lol yes. ok hes a total dickhead. i think. i have such mixed feelings about him, like he'll say "i love you" to me and a bunch of other things like OH like one time hes like "im madly in love with you." and i didnt believe it for one minute, as soon as i read that i got sooo pissed off. then i was talking to erin and this isnt only sometimes but ALL the time, he'll say something to me like what i just said the "i love you soo much" thing and then he'll say it to erin...or chloe....or ashley...or monica...or...urgh come on hes got like 200 girls he plays. not cool. like i was talking to him and he said something about loving me...{oh supries supries..} and i was like well what about erin? and hes like "oh i dont like her anymore, i dont care about her." A WEEK LATER maybe not even a week later hes back to liking her then he was saying to her on the phone hes like "oh i dont like her anymore" they were talking about me. i wasnt mad when she told me about that i was just like, not heartbroken at all but like heartbroken and mad at the same time with a mix of FUCK YOU!, but it'll pass. he hasnt been on in like forever, i thought he blocked me but erin told me she hasnt talked to him either i was like "oh, damn he didnt block me" lol i told erin that he probly didnt block us or get a new sn because he likes talking to us because were easy fucks...asshole. anyway. huh...well im goin to bed im beat. later -kels