Ugh, I never update this anymore. I just got this weird feeling. I get it sometimes, and I have no idea why. Hormones probably. But sometimes I get this feeling, I want to cry, but it's a good cry because I get really happy and then I want to cry because I'm so happy. It's weird. It's also weird how some songs that I listen to remind me of another time in my life, when I was younger. For a split second, as I'm listening to the song, I feel as if I'm back in that memory. It's not even an important memory, just some random feeling I had when I was younger. I usually remember the feeling just not the actual memory. If that makes sense. I also think it's weird how you can feel so comfortable with someone, and it feels like you have known them for your entire life, when in reality you've only known them for a year. I felt like that with one of my friends today. It was actually a kind of surreal. I'm going to miss her next year.