Today was sort of bad. Not that the day was bad, actually it was pretty good. I just felt bad all day. I stayed after school and talked to Miss Perillo for a while and I told her about Kate and we talked about that, made me think about the whole thing. It was pretty hard telling her at first. Jacqui knows now too. Kirsten wanted to know also, there was no way in hell she was finding out. I need to talk to Kate again, about the whole thing. I like having about half of my classes with her. I need to talk to Patrick too, I'm going to call him back later tonight. I also should call Erin, she was going to ask this new kid in her school to go to home comming. John Gurga is suppose to be comming back either this week or next week, I hope he comes back next week, don't get me wrong, I want to see him back just as much as everyone else does, a year and a half is a lot. But I would like to go to homecomming this friday to see him first so that I'm not in shock, because he is going to be in two of my classes. I heard he doesn't look the same at all. Very thin, skeleton like. I'm nervous. I'm afraid that when he comes in his wheelchair into English class I might start crying. so I hope he comes back next week. I also met Erin's boyfriend on friday when we went to the movies, Erin and Her boyfriend Mike, Kate, Vika and I all went to see Balls of Fury. I was not even introduced to him, but I don't like him. I guess he gets high all the time, and the past week he was being a jerk to her, not calling her back, ignoring her and her phone calls, if I were her I wouldn't put up with it. The shirt he wore the the movies, I was offended, and I can't believe that Erin didn't say anything. His shirt said "Of course I love you, My dick is hard isn't it." I don't think she deserves that. After the movie Vika left so Kate and I just sat on the Bench waiting for her parents to get out of their movie and Erin and Mike were in the corner, Kate and I were just talking about how we didn't like him. Funny thing is, he told Erin he thought Kate and I were messed up. ha.