thought maybe I'd actually update this thing and instead of telling everyone what happened during my day (like anyone cares) im going to say whats on my mind. Okay FIRST THING I've been reading a book called "More then a label" and while I was reading it, (which i only got to like the 2nd chapter because i thought once you've read the 1st chapter you have basically read the whole book) and while I was reading I was trying to decide weather I like labels, or not. would like them:If im trying to be a certain type of label then I dont see why its such a big deal. Would'nt like them: some people just get labeled, because they are nerdy or ugly or fat or stupid or poor, so why should'nt they have a say in what they are.why do we even need them, why do people find it SO nessicary to call someone a name? ANOTHER THING i know im going to sound totally lame with this but...why are kids dating?? lol i mean...my brother has had 2 girlfriends already this year in 5TH GRADE. I think its stupid to date now, i really do... I've been so...bleh latley I think it might just be from not being in school for 4 days (counting the weekend) schools been going fine I guess. I was in the doctors yesterday and while i was standing next to my mom at the front desk, checking in...I was watching the ladies behind the desk, and I started thinking about when im older and what im going to do..and it basically scared me to death. I've actually been thinking about my future like...alot. One that I've been thinking about is..not having kids or a husband and working in like fashion or something like in NYC, and just living in a nice apartment. Other one is having a family. The 1st one I thought of...I just think that I would get lonley. and the 2nd thought...if i ever do actually have kids, I want to adopt.